I was once afarid of the spider in my room, but as the months passed by it became the only living thing who understood me in my loneliness.
i know this is stupid but like im genuinely afraid no one is ever gonna like enough to ask me out on a date or like someone’s gonna treat me bad and it just fucks me up bc there’s like a seed planted in my head telling me to be cautious and have back up plans ready to be lonely forever





